“Jenna Hamilton is in need of saving. All heroes please apply.”
So muhfucking stressed…HAHA literally busy every single day of this week including saturday and sunday. I don’t know how I’m gonna do it.
It’s tough always being in your shadow especially when people view you as a saint. I’m putting effort into making this work but when im low on your priority list, things don’t work out. I keep hoping that one day you’ll do something to surprise me instead of blowing me off but it always ends up in you disappointing me and compromising the relationship once again. I don’t think you want this as much as you used to and it kills me to think that you’re not even trying anymore. I’m really torn between what i should do and what i want to do. I guess I’ll be considered a bitch no matter what i do.
So you don’t “not want to be with me” but that also means you never said you want to be with me. Great. I was hoping this break would give you some time to man up and fight for me but I guess you’ve chosen the outcome already…-_-
There was a woman on a treadmill next to me at the gym and she wasn’t wearing a bra. Not to mention her boobs weren’t small…they were HUGE. and yes she was running. NASTY. I don’t want to see shiz.
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I heard this song on Awkward. It makes me so happy =) i’m officially obsessed
So we decided to take a break. I would’ve never imagined myself suggesting such an idea but unfortunately and evidently, things change. I guess you determined this a long time ago when you made a certain choice to compromise the relationship. I’m truly sorry for the way things are turning out but I can’t say it was my fault entirely.
Lunch date with Steven at CPK after watching the Lion King 3D =) I can’t believe this is the first time I’ve seen him in 2 WEEKS!
Food Truck Thursdays at UCI Arroyo Vista! (plus a red velvet Sprinkles cupcake) mmm…
Skype Date #3
I think I’m getting the hang of this college thing…I finally know where all my lectures and discussions are. One fact that I realized today: Jelica’s dorm is basically a hub of gossip.
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Listening to “In Your Atmosphere” kills me. I can’t help but to think about last summer and everyday we spent at the beach. I miss you like crazy.
So much for keeping your promises. If you wanted something badly enough, you’d find a way to make it happen.
